Friday, January 8, 2010

A New Year.

Wow! It's been a long time since I last posted on my blog. Well, it's a new year. So many things have happened since September. I had hoped that in my new years resolution, that this next year would be better. sad to say, some events of the past few days have led me to believe that it may be even more difficult.
I don't know why I have a blog, no one reads it. Perhaps it's one of those things in which I can vent my feelings.
Well, anyway. In other news, I think I may have found someone. I have has a rough time with them as of late.
I have many questions on my mind. I have been hurt before. I have become someone that does not share my heart with anyone because of events of distant past. So, I am guarded. And as of this moment, undecided. She is a wonderful lady. But so many barriers seem to be in the way at the moment.
I don't like living a complicated life. Never did. But, I will be patient with this just to see what happens.
There are a great many things I need to get started on now. I will probably be busy for quite some time, and forget about this blog again. Wish me luck. I hope that things turn out better than they look right now.
R.R.